At least I beat Larry!

I'm a little ashamed it has been so long since I've written. I was taking a little time off from thinking about my weight every flipping second of the day since the weight loss contest I was participating in had ended. When it was discovered by my husband that I had been weighing myself 5-6 times a day, and he called me on it, I knew I needed to back off a bit.
So how did the contest end? Well pretty damn well. I didn't place first but I placed third for the month and overall. Honestly I couldn't have lost any more pounds than I did that final month without purging daily so I am very proud with my final numbers. No pills, no crash diets, just hard work.
I lost 30 pounds!! And it shows! Best of all, I beat Larry, the biggest bs-ing, trash talking guy in the contest. He would tell me all he was eating three days before final weigh-in was tuna and prune juice! Since the contest we have become friends. I believe he felt being the nemesis for the rest of us was the best way he could motivate us all to work harder. He was right. When contest results came out how we placed wasn't nearly as important as whether or not we beat Larry!

Now the next goals for May sounded simple but really were harder than you might imagine.
1) Maintain the weight loss. I didn't have to lose more in May. Just maintain.
2) Do not go crazy on fatty fast foods or large portions just because I no longer had to worry about the shame of a bad weigh-in.
3) Continue a steady workout schedule. Maybe not 7 days a week but at least 4-5. Preferably 5.

My Asics Lady GT 2170

Well I have to say I didn't do as well as I wanted but the result was still the same.
I did maintain my weight loss. Yes!! I am certain the only way that happened was due to continuing to work out at least 5 days a week. Certainly wasn't because I stayed away from fast food. Others may give me a temporary pass on this, and I appreciate that, but if I feel guilty than it is highly likely I did eat out too often and/or often went too big on the portions. I'm sure people would allow a certain amount of celebrating after accomplishing a weight loss goal but I was hoping that my new body with a new attitude would not seek food as a reward. I already had another reward that I hoped would satisfy. New running shoes!! I love my new shoes. They are so clean and bouncy. Look cool too.
I think the tough part of reminding myself to control my food this month has been the lack of properly fitting clothes. I am swimming in everything I own! Not a bad problem to have I know. But if you are trying to keep your appetite in control having tons of room in your clothes does NOT help. You don't feel full or uncomfortable. And you certainly don't get to see your new figure because your current wardrobe doesn't show it off.
I have a long way to go before I have lost all the weight I want to lose. So staying focused on short and long range goals and finding motivation every damn day has become more important now than ever.
So I'm off for a mind clearing walk/jog around the neighborhood to plan out the next move.
As always,
Be excellent to each other.
Barbara